Environmental inputs:
- Location: Car, driving home
- Activity: Post-8-hour cleaning shift
- Context: Day 1 menstruation, PSW test due 11:59pm
- Physical state: Exhaustion, shivering, fever onset
- Academic pressure: Group presentation solo burden, May 27 class at risk
Thought emergence:
“Birds migrate to places that’s deemed for survival”
“For human, wherever it takes to survive, doing any works to survive”
“Attachment to culture or citizenship? I doubt it matters if adapting determinism”
Biological cascade:
- Physical exhaustion (8-hour labor)
- Hormonal shift (menstruation onset)
- Fever response initiating (shivering)
- Mental fatigue accumulating
- Test avoidance desire emerging
- Migration parallel recognized
Observable patterns:
- Stimulus: Multi-system stress (physical + hormonal + immune + academic)
- Response: Fundamental survival processing
- Body prioritizing illness over obligations
- Pattern: Maximum capacity breach
- Organism reducing to essential truth: survival > cultural constructs