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Environmental inputs:

• Location: Home
• Activity: Reading business implementation steps
• Context: Received specific action items (IG, content posting)

Thought emergence:

“Suddenly doubting ability”

“Feels too early to document publicly PT course assumptions vs organism struggles”

“Confused what makes organism resistant to start”

“Could it also be I don’t want to criticize the PT course??”

Biological cascade:

• Heart rate elevation
• Dizziness onset
• Doubt activation upon concrete steps
• “Too early” narrative emerged automatically
• Resistance to public visibility
• Confusion about resistance source
• Authority protection mechanism engaged

Observable patterns:

• Stimulus: Specific action steps provided
• Response: Cardiovascular activation + equilibrium disruption
• Protection stories generated: “too early” + “don’t criticize authority”
• Physical markers: Elevated HR + vestibular response
• Similar to: Complexity-seeking when simple solution given (#151)
• Authority respect programming activated alongside exposure fear

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