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#146 | May 21, 20225 | 22:00-ish

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Cycle: Follicular – Day 19

Location: Home – desk
Context: The emergence of my core parts – after 140+ WooshBrain entries

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🧠 Thought Stream

[planning thought]: I had a plan or something.. and then a group of figures sat down in individual chairs.. feeling giddy and excited for what I’m about to do.

[visual thought]: Their hands clasped between their thighs.. looking at each other.. as if the place is new to them.. a spacious area.. not dark probably greying to white.. all wearing shirts.

[observational thought]: They look behaved, shy, compliant, naive, pure souls.. good energy.

[counting thought]: I think there are 5 of them. [perspective thought]: Like they are looking up on me as if I’m standing or what.. and I could see in their eyes and smile purity, joy.

[emotional recognition thought]: It’s pure like I’m loved.. I’m needed.. I don’t know I just feel moved.

[connection thought]: They are waiting for what I’ll give them.. my affection through whatever I will do on that day.

[profound comparison thought]: The feeling is similar like my son looking at me and trusts me that I will not hurt him, that I always love him, I’m his protector, caregiver.

[forgotten detail thought]: There are figures that stuck in my mind.. I just forgot to write them down but I had a plan or something.

[amazed thought]: I brought smile to me now thinking about them. I wonder what are they. ~body: feeling touched and at awe

[meta-awareness thought]: I just never thought I have them represented and what they potentially means.

~feeling: moved, amazed, protective

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THEORETICAL CONNECTIONS

This experience connects to concepts such as:

1. Core Self Energy and Internal Resources

The emergence of 5 pure, loving figures after 140+ WooshBrain entries reflects what depth psychology calls “core Self energy” – the naturally loving, supportive aspects of consciousness that emerge when sufficient safety is created through consistent self-witnessing. To explore diverse perspectives, try searching “core self energy development” or “indigenous concepts of multiple soul aspects.”

2. Attachment Theory and Internal Secure Base

The recognition that these figures look at you “like I’m loved.. I’m needed” with the same trust as your son demonstrates what attachment researchers call “earned secure attachment” – developing internally the capacity to provide unconditional positive regard. To explore diverse perspectives, try searching “earned secure attachment internal working models” or “self-compassion across cultures.”

3. Parts Work and Internal Family Systems

The spontaneous emergence of distinct, supportive internal figures aligns with what IFS therapy describes as “Self-led parts” – aspects of consciousness that carry pure qualities before being burdened by protective roles. To explore diverse perspectives, try searching “internal family systems core parts” or “multiplicity of consciousness across traditions.”

These connections were curated with assistance from Claude AI.

STANDARD DISCLAIMER:

WooshBrain connects personal experience with broader psychological concepts. While I aim for accuracy, these connections are starting points for exploration rather than definitive interpretations. I encourage readers to explore these ideas through their own research.