[conscious thought]: I feel better and at awe after the internal dialogue. I may be considering and remembering these dialogue if my husband will remind me. It’s not easy especially coming in as an advise.. it’s uncalled for. On the one hand, he cares for me and wants to get older with me for our son. Im 42, he’s 45 and our son is only 8. I know and I now feel his fear and potential consequences if one of us gets sick. All our family dreams and hopes will be different.
Now.. my conscious thought is processing it and trying its best to accept the reality. And im just feeling hopeful and confident that my thoughts are agreeing with my husband and teaching me or reminding to just accept. I guess they are accepting the brutal truth that there’s no other way out.

[encouraging thought]: Don’t be afraid. We’ll sort it out with me. It may not be easy but it’ll be worth.

[playful reassuring thought]: Hey you’re gonna live forever.

[body]: let out a big understanding smile

[singing thought]: Forever young, I wanna be forever young…

[emotions]: feeling pleased and empowered