[tempting thought]: It’s Friday. Here’s the thing with Friday. It’s Friday afternoon. Not complete without munching something. You get to breathe.

[worried thought]: Whatcha gonna do? It’s still a long night.

[a reader thought]: I don’t like to read books. It’s scary to entertain thoughts it might not vibes.

[body’s reaction]: feeling cold here in the house

[commanding Dragan thought]: verbally asked him to plug the heat fan in the living while I’m typing this

[conscious thought]: help me sort this out. I need to know how to move forward, survive this before bedtime.

[planner thought]: you’re going to eat by 6pm. you counted awhile ago that you just ate lunch by 2pm-ish, so by 6pm you’ll be hungry. remember what they said that it’s best to eat before 7pm. good timing.

[doubtful thought]: who said that? and you believed them. piece of shit.

[conscious thought talking back]: I have to. Remember we need to lose weight. I don’t like I’m gaining my weight back to 61.3kg. It’s been over 2 years. My god! I need your cooperation.. all of you. Help me understand.

[a-matter-of-fact thought]: Help you understand is you suck. Always will be. you can’t handle it. Never. You whine complain yada-yada.

[conscious thought]: and? what else you say to me? i need to understand myself please.

[mocking thought]: She’s begging poor. Oh you poor.

[conscious thought]: You’re not helping me

[annoyed self]: Why you’re forcing me? Sit still. Seriously. Demanding person

[a-matter-of-fact thought]: You can’t move on. whine. complain. sit still. be still.

[chimed in thought]: ooops don’t move.

[conscious thought]: I can’t.

[fed up thought?]: There you go.

[confused thought]: Where is this going?

[singing thought]: let it go, let it go…

[chimed in thought]: this is exhausting

[conscious thought]: typing is exhausting

[conscious thought]: no resolve. hay naku. buhay.

[complaining + fed up thought]: bisan unsaon. dili judka. gahi ug ulo. tigas mo meenn. way kasulbaran. ambot nimo.

[annoyed thought]: gatinamala lang. pagtarong diha oi. mura sadkag si-kinsa. taronga imong utok. unsa ba jud imo gusto. galing. dili kasabot hangtod karon.

[tired thought]: hahay, kakapoy ba. magsige nalang tag ingon ani ug converse. walang hangganan.

[irritated thought]: samok najud Maan. samok najud ka Maan. peste oi.

[defensive thought]: hoy, relax lang diha oi. mura pod ug si kinsa. nangayo ra gani tag tabang. daghan na dayong yawit.